Hmm.
haha where to begin. I've been bad. wait, no. i did something that wil\has and will most likely make me very happy for a long time. You noticed me. and thats what i want. i wanted someone to notice me, and it just so happened to be you, and im glad it was you. very glad. Since i've talked to you, everything is foggy and unclear, yet so clear and right in front of me and i now i'm aware that im the one that complicates things for myself. ME. noone else. ME. You scare me to happiness. and i love it. and if you keep acting the way you do, i think i may develope feelings for you.

So anyway. vacation is over, and now im back to my routined life that i miss so dearly. oh but i really do. i'd be lost without it. id be lost without my 20 minute lunches that are filled with me not having enough time to eat. i probably wouldnt know when to think of feeding myself, or i would just all the time and become Jabba the Hut. Obeicse and oozing with slime. shit. gabitril works faster everyday. im passed out. goodbye for now, i must write tomorrow for all the things i can not say now.